Annoyance

Ok, so this weekend I was driving through a neighborhood and these kids were walking in the middle of the road. I know I used to walk in the road sometimes when I was younger but there were no sidewalks in my neighborhood. This neighborhood had sidewalks and yet NO ONE was using them. They didn't even try to get out of the way when I drove past them then one of the little teeny boppers turned around and glared at me. I was like, HELLO, YOU ARE WALKING IN THE ROAD!!! I'm on the street where I'm suppose to be but you aren't on the sidewalk where you are suppose to be. Anyways, another thing that has made me annoyed is when people just cut in front of me. No blinker or anything. Drives me crazy. The highlight is that I get to use my horn. Boy, do I love to use the horn. Sometimes I'm scared to, though. I might get shot at around here if I'm not too careful. So I've got to pay attention to what area of town I'm in before I use it.

On another note, I went to a movie by myself yesterday. It wasn't too bad. I mean, it's the second time I've gone by myself. All my friends are married, dating someone or don't live nearby. It's actually a little frustrating. I mean, I like to be independent but I don't like to be alone all the time!! Oh, well. Maybe I'll go to another movie by myself sometime.

Another day....

Ok, so here I am at work with nothing to do. Again. This is becoming a habit, which I really don’t like. By not having anything to do, it makes the day go slower as well as makes me tired. I feel like I could fall asleep right here at my desk. I don’t think that would go over well. I probably could get away with it if we actually had walls on our cubicles. Sadly, we don’t. We don’t even have semi-walls. Everyone can see what you are doing. It’s crazy!! Also, kind of annoying because there is no privacy. Anyways, I'm housesitting this week. Should be fun. Just me and the dog (theirs not mine). The dog is so funny. She gets all excited about the smallest things. It cracks me up!!

Feeling Blah

Ok, so I doubt anyone will read this but it will still feel good to just say what I feel. Lately, I've just been, I don't know what the word to describe it is. Just feeling blah, I guess. I don't really know why. Maybe it's the fact that most of my friends aren't around anymore or that everyone is getting married and having kids but me. I've finally accepted the fact that it's ok that I'm single right now because that's God's plan for me. However, that doesn't make it any less difficult. Life is so different from what I thought it would be ten years ago, even five years ago. I would not have pictured myself where I am today back then. Five years ago, I was still in college. I was just starting my junior year. That was definitely a year of learning for me. A whole lot has changed since then. I've lived in an apartment with a roommate, gotten a real job, moved out of the apartment, lived with two different families. I never would have guessed I would be where I am. I pictured myself as definitely married and maybe living in a house. If I wasn't married, I would've been close to it. Funny how our plans don't usually match God's plan when we don't ask him his plan first. Now I'm saving to buy my own house, that I'll hopefully be able to get in a few years. I've decided that I need to quit worrying about the future and to just trust God. He will guide me in the right direction I should go. He would not give me the desire to marry unless it was going to happen. So I am going to wait on him to bring the right person in my life and not try and look at every person and see if they are the right person. That's too much of a pain. If I let God lead, then I don't have to worry because he has my best interests at heart. I guess that's it for now.

Test

Ok, so this is just a test. I'm gonna write more later when I get time.